i really should write more often... ya know, get in touch with my inner self. ha.

so right now im drinking the last of zachs and my yellowtail shiraz alone in my room and writing an LJ, that would be pathetic if i weren't thoroughly enjoying myself. So i guess i should update the world (basically like the 3 people that might ever read this myself included) on whats been going on lately. for one- I have a stalker. A not particularly attractive man that happens to be in both of my classes as well as goes to my gym, and in his desperate attempts to hit on me basically just follows me around for about 5 hours of every day while im on campus. So its fun when i finally get out of class and away from this guy who i might add is perfectly nice but i dont necessarily want to talk to him every second that we are within the vicinity of eachother, i get to make small talk to him while i do squats withmy personal trainer. yay that rules... not so much. on another note my anthro of religion teacher fell asleep in our first class, ( its just that boring) but i think the highlight of the week was a girl asking why the small-pox ravaged children of the ethiopian cattle herders "just dont get vaccinated". I think the response to that comment was best exhibited by the super hot chick that sits next to me slamming her head on the desk and pretending to sob. i have to get out of this state. So i decided im dropping psych as a major and turning it into an interestingly concieved minor.... again. i realized that not only do i not really have time to double major if I want to go abroad but I also hate psychology. well.... not hate it but have some serious qualms with its ethnocentrically western bias' as well as a few other things. So the stress of the next 2 years is somewhat relieved, and now if I can actually get my grade up i might be able to pull of learning Italian and going to padova for a semester.
oh yah and i miss boston like i would miss a limb were it removed from my body. it becomes all the more evident how out of place i am here the longer i stay... and oddly i think im getting on my dads nerves. I mean its not overt or anything I just feel like he'd be much happier were i not encroaching on his life and his time with shanna. oh well.
GOOD NEWS! harry potter comes out at midnight tomorrow night! woot. its actually sooo sad how much i am looking forward to throwing myself into a good book.
i miss everyone. i wish jamie and morgan would come back to texas so we could hang out before we leave again. i <3 austin.
as usual this entry has disintigrated into craziness.... so away i go to finish my wine and dreamlessly sleep. woot.